Last post till Levi!!!

I went to the doctor yesterday with intentions of asking him if he would PLEASE put me in now and put me out of my misery!!! I asked him and of course he told me Friday will come soon enough. Everything was okay. My blood pressure was a little high only cause I forgot to take my pill that morning. I just knew that I would be 2 or 3cm cause all the walking and hurting that I have been having. I was let down when he told me that I was only 1cm and 70 percent effaced. Which I guess the 70 percent is good, cause when I go, I will go. He asked me if I wanted him or the midwife to deliver Levi, and I told him that he was tying my tubes I wasn't having anymore!!! He said that he would love to deliver both of my children.. I just love him. So, I go in tonight around 8pm and get checked in which I am happy, though sad cause I will have to miss grey's and private practice.. But I am so ready to get this over with. He told me that he will break my water Friday morning so we should have a baby mid Friday, I am hoping. I am a little scared, even though I have done this before. I had it easy with Rylan. I was in labor less than 3 hrs with him. They broke my water around 8 am and Rylan was here at 11:26am. They say that the second one is easier... Though with my luck it will be totally different and I'll probably be in labor half the day! Well I am off to bed to try to get some more sleep.

Hoping and Praying!!!

It's been awhile since I have posted. It's been a week. Well I have made it to 37 weeks. I am hoping and praying that he will give me some good news tomorrow when I go to the doctor. I though I was miserable before, though I really am now. Ty is suppose to come in Friday or Saturday for a week, and hopefully Levi will want to come then lol. I hope he can experience Levi cause he wasn't here with Rylan.. Anyways I'm going to pray tonight before I go to bed that some kind of miracle will happen!!!

Rylan playing teeball for the first time...

I have less than 23 days till I get to meet Levi. I so can't wait. I am ready right now. I need to order some diapers on diapers.com. Other than that I'm pretty much got everything.

Still Pregnant!

I went to the doctor this morning and she had wonderful new to tell me. She didn't think that I had dilated to 2 or 3, but it was very hard to get to. She had to push the head out of the way lol... So she then sent me to have a ultrasound to make sure that he was turned right, and he was... Last week he was breached. She said that I was in pain probably cause he was turning, which eased my fears of giving birth soon... Other than that everything looked good. I'm happy that Levi want to stay in there a little while longer, though tomorrow night is a full moon..

Starting to Contract....

I have been having some contractions. With having them off and on for two days, I though I better call the doctor. No one was in that I see on a regular basis, so I seen the nurse. She checked me and told me that I was in between 2 and 3cm and at stage 2. Which she sent me to the hospital. I really wasn't hurting when I went to the hospital. They kept me for about 45 min, and checked me again. They said that I was 2.5 cm. So I have to go back to the doctor today and see what they say. Hopefully Levi wants to stay in there a little more longer.

Well....Life is GOOD

As of yesterday, I am no longer an employee of Federal Mogul. I couldn't be happier. I just think it is sad that they have to have a rule saying you can't take off more than 26 weeks. If I was able to go back and work one day, I could of have saved my wonderful job... It isn't like I won't be back to myself in a few weeks.. I have to look at it this way, Everything Happens For A Reason. I truly believe this is a blessing for me and the family, cause I am getting to spend time with Rylan that I never had before. We are a closer family. I just hope that I don't miss anything with Levi, like I did with Rylan. I missed everything with Rylan, but I would rather have my mom enjoy them than some daycare. He was always taken care of and I never had to worry about him.

When do you push to hard?

With cigarette prices to go up tomorrow, I have been trying to get Scott to stop smoking. Maybe I am emotional right now cause all the hormones, but I love my husband and I would love for him to stop smoking. He keeps promising me that he is going to quit but I know he is still smoking. Last year I made him a doctor's appointment to see about getting chantix. He tried though he really didn't want to quit. Then I got pregnant, and we made a promise that he would quit smoking and I would eat better cause I have gestational diabetes. He started again taking his chantix, and had quit for a little over a month. Then I was having some problems with the pregnancy, and that gave him a excuse to smoke. He says it calms him down, which I know that is another excuse... So since February he is been sneaking around smoking. Every time I find some cigarettes, lighters, or light fuild I throw them out. I know it's the pregnancy that makes me do it lol... I hate that he lies to me. If he doesn't want to quit why doesn't he say so. He needs to quit. So I have called the doctors office again today to get him some more chantix. He is going to stop. I feel like one way or another I will make him see that he needs to stop, not for me, but for his kids. I want to be able to spend the rest of my life with him, and I don't want him to die like my granny did cause she could of lived longer if she had put down the cigarettes. Scott need some motivation. He is going to be 60 years old living on a oxygen tank and still smoking. I don't want that. How can I make him see... I have to keep pushing harder and harder.

March 28

Time flies....

I guess times flies by when your having fun... It just seems like yesterday I brought home Rylan from the hospital. In less than 4 weeks I will be bring home Levi. I was looking at Rylan this morning thinking where did all the time go? He has become a sweet little boy, and sometimes I think life sometimes happens so fast that I can't enjoy every little minute with him. I am hoping this time around things will be more relaxed and at ease with Levi. I have decided to not go back to work. I know I need to be home with my boys... There is so much that I missed with Rylan that I hope I get to see with Levi.
Tomorrow I will be 34 weeks. Hooray.... I'm almost there. It's been a long journey. I just hope and pray that everything will be alright with him. He is a little fighter. I have been on bed rest most of the time with him, and I have to go to complete bed rest for the next two weeks cause they don't want me to go into labor early. He has been keeping me up most of the nights, and I'm always tired.. I have been sleeping a lot lately. Everyone tells me to get it while I can. Guess I should listen. Rylan is getting more excited. I can't wait to see his face when he see baby Levi. I hope it's going to be easy with two little boys. I am already trying to get Rylan in at Brookside. Hopefully that will calm in down a little before he goes to school, and hopefully he won't get kicked out. That is my fear, but I think he will do just fine, cause when we aren't around he is a different person.
I go to the doctor Wednesday. Maybe I'll get to find out when I get to have this boy... Ty is coming in April 24.. If I can hold off till then.. I am finally starting to get excited. I can't wait!!